$40'000 hospital bill for Frank, Immigration breathing down our necks
about him, bills piling up, only so much food in the house... PLUS I've
lost two friends and one lover this past week because of MY
pathological honesty and THEM turning out to be ridiculously shallow.
PLUS I STILL haven''t figured out how I'm going to pay to apply to
sponsor Frank for citizenship before the November deadline, and the
Fraser Health collection staff won't stop calling me.
Focusing on getting my SRS is the ONLY thing keeping me sane, because
everytime I see someone I love feeling bad that they can't help me I
feel like I'm the worst person on earth for upsetting the people I love.
Maybe once I've lost weight and have a vagina I can do hetero porn.